" Just one of them days when i just wanna be all alone......... don't take it personal"
-Monica
I think everyone goes through a self hate period iam soooooo over mine...you just pick all the bad stuff about yourself , you arent skinny enough your boobs are big enough you hair is ugly blah blaaaahhhh blahhhhh...but does anyone ever go thru a self love period hahhaa iam on mine riiiiggghhhttt now i don't think i could be any happy than iam right now...i feel that iam perfect for me...i dont even know how it started i just was so freakn sick of hearing myself pick ME apart...i never really was listening to what i was saying...till about 2 1/2 weeks ago i was realllllyyy mad that i was on a diet and my arms still looked ugly and my boobs were getting bigger and that is not what i wanted at all! everything was just backwards my face was slimming but not fast enough for me i wanted everything to come at once...as i was crying and bitching at myself my boyfriend walks in and says "i have never heard anyone talk to themselves the way you do" and than he said have you even tried on that dress u were losing the weight for i said no he took me to the store and bought it for me mind you guys i looked so awful i was crying ,angry and just plain sad...he bought the dress and took me home and forced me to put it on... i seriously did not know what the hell i was thinking i looked amazing so what my arms did't look diffrent everything else did. I Did have to take it to get the chest expanded lol!! but big deal it is now perfect just like me....i guess what i want to get across is everything will fall together when it needs to some things will come in late some early some things will get smaller and in my case bigger...lol dont apologize to anyone not even your self for the way you look or feel...and if it really bothers you change it!! we all have those days when we are angry inside and want to be all alone...do that but dont forget about the people who love you for being simply you.
-Dont take it personal!!!!!!
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